Here I am once again...
I've been on my computer for -well I actually don't know how long- but I've been dinking around for a while! And once again I am just distracting myself. I should be studying for my finals next week. I'm crossing my fingers that I atleast get C's if not better in my ES and Psyc. classes!? I am really loving ASL (American Sign Language) so that shouldn't be too bad. It is so interesting to me, and fun to learn!
Let me just tell you that Friday was the best day ever!!! Besides getting rudely interupted by someone (J/K no biggie Al, it doesn't matter that much, I just want to give you crap for it! LOL) Justin stayed for a couple days with me and on Friday I have no classes and absolutely nothing to do. So naturally we slept in. Until about 3:30 maybe 4pm when Allison made me get up. Even then I went back to bed just to talk and spend time with my boyfriend. <- Thats a record! We stayed in bed for over 15 hours! We didn't actually take showers and get ready until about 6pm and from there we went out to dinner and a movie with Ellie and her boy Kegan (sorry if I spelled that wrong?) On our way back from Salem I thought it would be fun to make cookies, so we stoped by the store and I made us all cookies -plus some extra cookie dough for me! Then that night me and Justin made a big fort in my room! It was soooo AWESOME! Ya, it might sound kinda kidish or whatever but I think it was the coolest thing ever! It was so cute and I had the best day of my life : ) Justin is so good to me. I love that boy! Sorry if I talk about him too much...I just can't help it! But at the moment I will stop and just say that I have one week left of school!!!
HECK YES! Christmas break is going to be so nice! By the way, I love my Grandma! She wrote me $100 check the other day just because! Well on the check it said "in memory of Grandpa" but she has written me random checks before, I just wasn't expecting this. No that's not the only reason I love her, she's the coolest Grandma ever! I'm just sayin that it was really nice of her to do that, I really needed it!!! Ok, time to actually go study.....Adios! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Been running from these feelings for so long/ Telling my heart I didn't need you/ Pretending I was better off alone/ But I know it was just a lie/ So afraid to take a chance again/ So afraid of what I feel inside/
But I need to be next to you
I need to share every breath with you
I need to know I can see your smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
Oh I need to be next to you
Right here with you is where I belong/ I loose my mind if I can't see you/ Without you there is nothing in this life/ That would make my life living for/ Can't bare the tought of you not there/ I can't fight what I feel anymore/
Cause I need to be next to you
I need to share every breath with you
I need to know I can see your smile each morning,
Look into your eyes each night for the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
Oh I need to be next to you
I need to have your heart next to mine for all time/ Oh Love you for all my life/ Oh I need to be next to you...
ps: sorry these lyrics look like crap, I typed it all spaced the way I wanted it, but when I saved my entry it completely made it into one paragraph, and this is the only way I could edit it to look semi ok....