i am feeling o-tay
i have decided that there are certain things and certain people in this world that, try as i might, i just will never understand. sometimes people expect others to completely ignore abuse when it is given to them, and then they get weird when they do not. sometimes i crave a higher level of reality. i frequently crave a higher level of reality. i always crave a higher level of reality.
i was thinking today, i am so very far behind in classes, but they are so fucking easy that so very far behind translates to about three hours of hard working. god bless towson for giving me a valuable education. i guess you really do get what you pay for. i might as well have stayed at a community college. oh wait! no! here i get to live on campus and be social and dumb! and have an awesome meal plan! and pretend that i am intelligent! and i get to pretend that this is not a shitty school full of the intellectually stunted and lazy! oh well, i did get to meet a variable version of myself in fifteen years in coming here. that is good times.
recently i have been feeling as if everything that has ever happened to me in my entire life has happened just to bring me to where i am right now. it is kind of crazy to think about, but, to a certain extent, i feel confident in saying that fate and predestination is very real. i believe that at any given moment we are able to cast our destinies to the wind and do whatever we please, but i do think that we are all meant for someone and something in life; and, as long as we are able to stay afloat and go through the motions of life, we will all eventually come to our own little utopia. how very dreamy of me.
my socialist revolution is going to be sponsored by puma, so if you want to live out the rest of your life wearing the most awesome athletic apparel ever for free, join my ranks.
i do not like it when i find important books that i have no knowledge of. it makes me feel so stupid. i guess that in the same stroke it makes me happy because i am then less ignorant, but still...upset. fuck those books.
che is my fucking shit. seriously. he is my fucking shit.
i still have not seen this week's episode of carnivale. blasphemy. it is okay, though, because i am going to see it tomorrow. that just means that this week i will not have to wait as long between episodes. yes!
oh to be young and ignorant...it is a beautiful thing i tell you.
i was thinking today, i am so very far behind in classes, but they are so fucking easy that so very far behind translates to about three hours of hard working. god bless towson for giving me a valuable education. i guess you really do get what you pay for. i might as well have stayed at a community college. oh wait! no! here i get to live on campus and be social and dumb! and have an awesome meal plan! and pretend that i am intelligent! and i get to pretend that this is not a shitty school full of the intellectually stunted and lazy! oh well, i did get to meet a variable version of myself in fifteen years in coming here. that is good times.
recently i have been feeling as if everything that has ever happened to me in my entire life has happened just to bring me to where i am right now. it is kind of crazy to think about, but, to a certain extent, i feel confident in saying that fate and predestination is very real. i believe that at any given moment we are able to cast our destinies to the wind and do whatever we please, but i do think that we are all meant for someone and something in life; and, as long as we are able to stay afloat and go through the motions of life, we will all eventually come to our own little utopia. how very dreamy of me.
my socialist revolution is going to be sponsored by puma, so if you want to live out the rest of your life wearing the most awesome athletic apparel ever for free, join my ranks.
i do not like it when i find important books that i have no knowledge of. it makes me feel so stupid. i guess that in the same stroke it makes me happy because i am then less ignorant, but still...upset. fuck those books.
che is my fucking shit. seriously. he is my fucking shit.
i still have not seen this week's episode of carnivale. blasphemy. it is okay, though, because i am going to see it tomorrow. that just means that this week i will not have to wait as long between episodes. yes!
oh to be young and ignorant...it is a beautiful thing i tell you.