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okay so my summer couldnt have started off any better. most people will know that im being sarcastic.
this past week has been a living hell. my mother sucks and is the true lady-devil herself. im grounded till my b-day (june 30th) and my car is "taken" away till then aswell.
but i have some how managed to have some fun while being grounded. (oh how i hate that word)
ive chilled with nikki, gone swimming, went "fishing", and i got to drive my car for a couple days.
feels good to be a senior. really good, knowing that i only have ONE year left here, then i can be freeee.
the yearbooks suck. but thats my opinon. dont take it to heart.
can't go back to stafford next year. mr.jepson called and talked to my mom. its a no-go. but i could come back as a "first year" in a different program. hell no. my mom thinks i should go into office tech. fuck no. i hate that program.
i miss cait. i really do miss people from stafford, and i cant believe im saying that.
i hate a few people though. they are only human. i dont know what is going to happen. it just not that same. i miss it.
i talked to russ today, that was nice. and richie im starting to like him alot. i also talked to jer. yup. same ol' stuff.
got some mad pictures back....44 dollers worth of film.
some bad, some good.
leaving in 4-5 days for st.mikes. then im home for a day. then gone for two weeks. yippie.
i need this time away from all the kaos.
just as i thought nothing could go wrong,
this happens.
i have a little fun, and i pay for my crime
that ive done.
everything that ive worked so hard for,
vanished in a blink of an eye
now, all my dreams have
vanished, nothing will
be right, i worked hard for just one
minute of joy,
its all my fault.
this past week has been a living hell. my mother sucks and is the true lady-devil herself. im grounded till my b-day (june 30th) and my car is "taken" away till then aswell.
but i have some how managed to have some fun while being grounded. (oh how i hate that word)
ive chilled with nikki, gone swimming, went "fishing", and i got to drive my car for a couple days.
feels good to be a senior. really good, knowing that i only have ONE year left here, then i can be freeee.
the yearbooks suck. but thats my opinon. dont take it to heart.
can't go back to stafford next year. mr.jepson called and talked to my mom. its a no-go. but i could come back as a "first year" in a different program. hell no. my mom thinks i should go into office tech. fuck no. i hate that program.
i miss cait. i really do miss people from stafford, and i cant believe im saying that.
i hate a few people though. they are only human. i dont know what is going to happen. it just not that same. i miss it.
i talked to russ today, that was nice. and richie im starting to like him alot. i also talked to jer. yup. same ol' stuff.
got some mad pictures back....44 dollers worth of film.
some bad, some good.
leaving in 4-5 days for st.mikes. then im home for a day. then gone for two weeks. yippie.
i need this time away from all the kaos.
just as i thought nothing could go wrong,
this happens.
i have a little fun, and i pay for my crime
that ive done.
everything that ive worked so hard for,
vanished in a blink of an eye
now, all my dreams have
vanished, nothing will
be right, i worked hard for just one
minute of joy,
its all my fault.