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i hope that im not sick tomorrow, or by tuesday at least. this weekend was pretty lazy, fixed up my journal a bit. Still learning html, its so invaluable a tool. Im really falling behind in school, need to kick that up a notch. on thursday my retainer had gone missing, and i thought i was going to have to cough up $125 to replace it but when i was making my bed this morning it popped out of my sheets, so yeah now im happy, and so is mom. Wow, all of you out there wish your dad resorts to violence everytime you get into an argument dont you? Or when he doesnt agree with your thoughts/actions/beleifs? Or when he is so frustrated he just lets it out on you? yeah, i just love the way my dad is about things. He tells me all these rules and standerds that i have to follow but he doesnt, which i think is just totally wrong. And latley for some reason me and my family have to be ultra polite when we eat, "no elbows on the table!" "use a knife to cut your meat!" "say excuse me!", and when hes in a good mood, he apologizes to god after he uses a curse word. But tonight, oh no, it all came down. I say a comment to my sister just to keep her quiet, nothin harmful to her or anyone else, just opening up her mind and making her think about what she had to do. Dad just had to but in and tell me to shut up because i MUST have said something to insult my sister. we start to argue about it, then when i get him cornerd he just says "SHUT UP GODDAMNIT!" well now, i just tell him, "Oh, that was very christian of you dad" So since he is very strong, and i only weigh a tiny 120lbs, he just shoves me right into the refrigerator and almost hits me in the face but i got out of the way and his brain did something because he backed down anyway and just started yelling "SHUTUP!" again. now hes yelling at me to get off so now my llife is being threatened so yeh, maybe next time hell really hurt me, im just waiting for him to do it. He'll do it soon, and thenhe will see what will happen to him and me, wha
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