omg i'm going crazy

May 05, 2005 18:03

hi i'm shannon mcneilly and i'm an internetaholic and my last hit was over two weeks ago.
i can't believe my computer broke the day i came back from new york. i've been going completley insane. i can't stand this fucking house and the people in it. i believe we all want to kill eachother.

but in other news happy belated birthday to me! yay! i'm finally 16! i've been waiting for this probably since i was like 11. i just took my road test yesterday and passed and i would've gone to get my licence today except anita's a fuckin idoit. i can't stand her.

Thank you megan for your gifts...i'm sure they'll be put to good use ;)

i've been feeling so empty lately...i don't know what it is but i feel a void of wanting to do anything at all. not just should i call someone to do something kind of thing...but a wanting to drop off the face of livonia kind of thing. i really don't know if i'm looking forward to this summer or not. i really want time to stop and rewind a few years. i want something different. ..i'm missing something but i don't know what..maybe i'll figure it out somehow/sometime but until i find that one thing that i think i'm missing i think i'll just feel...

~empty~
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