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I've contemplated a lot onto whether I'd write in this ever again.
I actually had a few entries written, but never posted them.
Part of the reason i stopped posting was cause it's a new year &; this whole livejournal is all my past..
And I wanted to forget a lot of it, especially the last few entries, but not delete it.
But here I am, writing this.
2008 has honestly been ten times better than I expected it to be.
I started off the New Years with my two best girls &; my favorite CFA workers.
Definently a fun night , the best New Years i've ever had so far.
Every aspect of my life has been amazing since the new year came around.
School's great - I ended up with decent grades for the quarter &; semester,
And I got accepted to UCF for Summer 'o8, which was amazing.
I'm not 100% sure if i'm going there - I'm waiting to hear from UF &; FSU.
I'll find out in Febuary. [Fingers are crossed]
Work is work.
Some days I love it, some days I hate it.
But until I find another job, if I ever start looking, Chickfila's where it's at.
Family has been amazing. Ever since I got accepted things have been a lot more calm.
It was like 1000 pounds lifted off everyones shoulders, b/c we were all worried I wouldn't get in.
Honestly, haven't spent much time with the family lately, but that's coming around.
And my brother's coming a few times this year, yayayay.
Everyone's lovey-dovey, mimimum fighting, can't ask for much more.
Friends are fantastic. No drama whatsoever.
I've got all the people I want in my life, now.
I know i've said that before, but I really mean it now.
I lost a lifelong friend, but everything happens for a reason.
No hard feelings - just memories stored away to cherish :].
And at the same time, I've re-kindled some friendships.
No drifting / feeling left out with anyone anymore,
Everything is right where I want it.
Boys are .. un-complicated, for once.
I won't deny it - I still have feelings for the guy before.
[That I decided last entry never to write about again]
But, Oh well. I think I'll always have feelings for him.
But the feelings are more feelings of missing him, more than anything.
He's become the "one guy" that I'll always go back to.
.. Every girl has one of those.
But at the same time, I've found someone new. :]
And, things are looking pretty good right now.
I've been in denial for a while - not ready to move on,
But i'm trusting god with this one &; letting things happen.
.. Not gonna jinx it ; but we'll see how things actually turn out.
I love 2008.