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I think I finally realized it, it's what I told Michaela today.
"I know the difference between right &; wrong. I know exactly what I'm getting myself into, er, what i've gotten myself into, but at the same time I frankly don't care. I've spent so much time of my life; being in this situation, having to choose from what's right &; best for me, to what's wrong. And i've always gone with right. A little wrong can't hurt."
The sex is just too great.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
kidding, kidding. take a joke.
But for real. I know where I stand. And, I know where things will go if things go bad. Which is why I'll be proactive about it, if I feel the need to. Right now, I'm just livin' the good life. Don't stop me.
Seriously, everythings shaped up in the past week. Settled things with everyone, and for the most part everyones happy. The only thing setting me back right now, is college stuff. I'm pretty sure i've been deferred from both UCF &; FSU, so I have to wait till Febuary to take the ACTs again, and then wait a few more weeks after till I get scores in. But hopefully the scores are what do me good. I'm going to be applying to USF &; UNF this weekend, do my bright futures scholarships, &; housing stuff. Lalalala. I gotta get this stuff done, my goal is to have it done by the time we go back to school.. that's eassy.
Winter break has been pretty fun &; yet very relaxing, aside the few drama days I had this past week.
Christmas was nice, Spent time with family. Got a new digi camera, which i'm lovinggg, and a TV for my room! finally. And lots of clothes from Heritage, WOOPP. plus money, more clothes, dvds, etc. I loveee Christmas :]
Upcoming plans: Nothing much tommorow. Beach Saturday with the Girls // sleeping there, &; Beach Sunday, hopefully meeting up with all the CFA workers, my favorite girls &; guys. Hopefully it pulls througggh. I'm suppper excited to get away, and spend time with my favorites, YAYAYAY :] New years, nothing set for sure. I'll be with Ev, for sure. And probably going out with the CFA kids. Iddddk! My parents will be at the beach, so I'm free for whatever. YAY.
"I know the difference between right &; wrong. I know exactly what I'm getting myself into, er, what i've gotten myself into, but at the same time I frankly don't care. I've spent so much time of my life; being in this situation, having to choose from what's right &; best for me, to what's wrong. And i've always gone with right. A little wrong can't hurt."
The sex is just too great.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
kidding, kidding. take a joke.
But for real. I know where I stand. And, I know where things will go if things go bad. Which is why I'll be proactive about it, if I feel the need to. Right now, I'm just livin' the good life. Don't stop me.
Seriously, everythings shaped up in the past week. Settled things with everyone, and for the most part everyones happy. The only thing setting me back right now, is college stuff. I'm pretty sure i've been deferred from both UCF &; FSU, so I have to wait till Febuary to take the ACTs again, and then wait a few more weeks after till I get scores in. But hopefully the scores are what do me good. I'm going to be applying to USF &; UNF this weekend, do my bright futures scholarships, &; housing stuff. Lalalala. I gotta get this stuff done, my goal is to have it done by the time we go back to school.. that's eassy.
Winter break has been pretty fun &; yet very relaxing, aside the few drama days I had this past week.
Christmas was nice, Spent time with family. Got a new digi camera, which i'm lovinggg, and a TV for my room! finally. And lots of clothes from Heritage, WOOPP. plus money, more clothes, dvds, etc. I loveee Christmas :]
Upcoming plans: Nothing much tommorow. Beach Saturday with the Girls // sleeping there, &; Beach Sunday, hopefully meeting up with all the CFA workers, my favorite girls &; guys. Hopefully it pulls througggh. I'm suppper excited to get away, and spend time with my favorites, YAYAYAY :] New years, nothing set for sure. I'll be with Ev, for sure. And probably going out with the CFA kids. Iddddk! My parents will be at the beach, so I'm free for whatever. YAY.