060107
Good news: I finally did it.
I got the random urge to end it.
And i did. I ended it.
It felt good, It felt like the right thing to do.
Cause I was holding on for the wrong reasons.
He's a great guy, we had a good fling. An amazing fling.
Things just weren't the way they used to be,
Things just weren't going where I wanted them to,
And I got tired of waiting&anticipating something I wasn't sure was going to happen or not.
We had a great run, almost three months this Saturday.
Bad news: I just hope I don't regret it.
I hope I wasn't acting on cocky impulse.
I don't think I was, but who really knows.
I just have to stick to this, because this is what we need.
This was the right thing to do, It's what I semi-wanted.
I guess i'll have to wait it out.
I got the random urge to end it.
And i did. I ended it.
It felt good, It felt like the right thing to do.
Cause I was holding on for the wrong reasons.
He's a great guy, we had a good fling. An amazing fling.
Things just weren't the way they used to be,
Things just weren't going where I wanted them to,
And I got tired of waiting&anticipating something I wasn't sure was going to happen or not.
We had a great run, almost three months this Saturday.
Bad news: I just hope I don't regret it.
I hope I wasn't acting on cocky impulse.
I don't think I was, but who really knows.
I just have to stick to this, because this is what we need.
This was the right thing to do, It's what I semi-wanted.
I guess i'll have to wait it out.