Oil and marks appear on walls, where pleasure moments hung before.
Okai. If I stay one more day in this house I'm going to go crackers.
I don't want to clean, or cook anymore, it's to cold to just go for a walk, and as much as I love my school friends a lot of them I just don't feel comfortable with spending large amounts of time with. It makes me feel like I'm just following them about for something to to. Like a lost puppy.
So I've come to the conclusion that no matter how cold it is tomorrow, I'll find SOMETHING to do. Alone or otherwise because if not I'll probably end up slitting my wrists just to clean up the blood and take my mind off how bloody bored and stirr crazy I am.
Also: I've been counting my pathetic points up. It's reached an unhealthy number, if something doesn't happen soon...
Also, Also: I've got growing pains in my legs again. Which means I'm growing some more. Fun. I'm already taller then Joleen and Mum, all thats left is dad and Conner. Then I'll conquer the world.
I don't want to clean, or cook anymore, it's to cold to just go for a walk, and as much as I love my school friends a lot of them I just don't feel comfortable with spending large amounts of time with. It makes me feel like I'm just following them about for something to to. Like a lost puppy.
So I've come to the conclusion that no matter how cold it is tomorrow, I'll find SOMETHING to do. Alone or otherwise because if not I'll probably end up slitting my wrists just to clean up the blood and take my mind off how bloody bored and stirr crazy I am.
Also: I've been counting my pathetic points up. It's reached an unhealthy number, if something doesn't happen soon...
Also, Also: I've got growing pains in my legs again. Which means I'm growing some more. Fun. I'm already taller then Joleen and Mum, all thats left is dad and Conner. Then I'll conquer the world.