*hugs back* Talking does help, thank you (: Some of the problem is that my usual venting friends have either disappeared from my life or have their own problems atm <3 Thank you sweetie <3
I'm glad. I know what you mean. When people have their own problems I feel guilty tellling them mine etc. It's complicated. But yes you are welcome anytime *hugs*
Yeah, exactly. Some of them are pretty damn serious (sexual assault flashbacks, domestic abuse, etc) so... :/ But thank you <3 *hugs back* You, too, if you need somewhere to rant.
MMhmm Awwh <3 Well, if I could come and give you a cuddle through them I would
Its okay; I've been following along for a while but I suffer from really bad social anxiety, and I finally worked up the courage to comment today after this conversation, so <3
I admit sometimes I will type up a cmmment and hit my eyes as I click post and then obsessively refresh my e-mail for a reply to make sure I haven't offended the person I was replying to. Depends on the context and person.
I can't even click on an entry usually, even for my very close friends, out of fear that they'll somehow work out I have and be angry with me. Or I'll get in trouble, or somethng... I get it with everyone, even the people who I know and actually believe want me around...
Its getting better with people I follow now, at least. I get it mostly with comms (first LJ Comm experience when I was like 12 was really bad and it just reinforced my fear) and fic posting, but yeah. Commenting at all freaks me out.
(no worries, aplogise for any I miss. I tend to get a little excited typing and my fingers leave me behind)
I was still working out how to use LJ and tagged and LJ-cut and font/colour/size wrong, and I got shouted at and nearly banned for it by one of the mods :/ Sooo yeah. lol at 12 I had no friends; the closest I had were my books and my teachers.
(the keyboard isn't quick enough to keep up with my fingers)
Are you okay?
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Not really :/ just an accumilation of everything and I'm just so tired
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If you want to talk about it I can listen.
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You are welcome. I find talking can help. Let it out.
Here or PM me me or e-mail me. Whatever works.
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But yes you are welcome anytime *hugs*
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But thank you <3 *hugs back* You, too, if you need somewhere to rant.
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*hugs* Thsnk you. At the oment I'm in a crying mood but if ever I need to rant ;-)
Thank you for your comment on my post btw. Much appreciated.
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Awwh <3 Well, if I could come and give you a cuddle through them I would
Its okay; I've been following along for a while but I suffer from really bad social anxiety, and I finally worked up the courage to comment today after this conversation, so <3
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So somehting good has come out of it?
I admit sometimes I will type up a cmmment and hit my eyes as I click post and then obsessively refresh my e-mail for a reply to make sure I haven't offended the person I was replying to. Depends on the context and person.
But I'm enjoying this conversation. :D
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I can't even click on an entry usually, even for my very close friends, out of fear that they'll somehow work out I have and be angry with me. Or I'll get in trouble, or somethng... I get it with everyone, even the people who I know and actually believe want me around...
Me too! :D
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Awwww I can understand fear like that.*hugs* For the record I like having you around on LJ. :-) But yeah it can be a hard thing to overcome.
Yay!
(also do excuse my typos I keep missing them)
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(no worries, aplogise for any I miss. I tend to get a little excited typing and my fingers leave me behind)
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(hee that's exactly what happens to me!)
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(the keyboard isn't quick enough to keep up with my fingers)
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