bitches.
UNHAPPY!
and, i'm not being emo!
rather, i'm being constantly ANGRY.
so much rage...
so much discontent...
so many bitches around me...
i'm turning into a cactus!!
with sharp needles pointing out.
"one step closer, you're a dead man!"
grrrrrrrr
seriously...
i hate the cactus-liked me..
that i'm constantly off balance, always pissed off...
but. how to not be one when there's so many bitches around me!
i tried, the make-peace option.
for instance,
if people are bitchy to you, let them be.
take the high road
ignore...
but NO. i can't!
it's a dog eat dog world out there.
you play timid, you play miss nice...
everyone will eat you up alive!
not that i strive for victory.
i never wanna climb the corporate ladder.
i just really can't understand why!!!
so many people out there, so insecure,
they have to step on people to prove that they are good enough.
making people feel bad, actually helps them feel superior.
and hell no, i will never be the reason for them to feel good.
FUCK OFF LAH. BITCHES!
GR!
why can't people treat people sincere?
i know you'll say. "welcome to the world"
yah, i know it's true.
if i don't change. if i don't protect myself.
i will be a door mat.
i just need to find a balance...
being cactus in front of bitches, by not loosing myself.
tough as hell.