Never expect anything.

[abbygibbsmorgan]

I made a mistake, when I posted "Betrayal" and "Trusting you" on fanfiction.net.  Not by posting them, but because I expected too much of the stories, I thought they were good, and I was proud of myself for one, happy with the way the fics were. Bummer for me, because it wasn't the opinions of the readers, I mean I had barely one review for Betrayal and 3 for "Trusting you" they were positive, but I was hurt in a way because they hadn't had more reviews.

I know it's supid of me, but I don't have any self confidence, blame my father's mom for it, making me feel  for year that I'm not good enough, thinking that I'm an imbecile, because of me being in a wheelchair and blaming my mother for it. It's nobody's fault though something I wish I could blame someone for it, but it wouldn't change one damn bit of the facts, so why bother, my chair won't magically disapear, because I'd found someone to blame.

And what do you do when you're six and that you are a huge fan of Tom Selleck, and that that same grandma say horrible thing about him, to break his image for me because she's jealous? And that one day you learn that she's asked you mom to abord, because baby cries would disturb her son's sleep?

Never expect anything so you can't be disappointed.