Depressed…
Depressed…
Depressed doesn’t even start to describe how i feel. There’s no word on earth that can describe the emptiness I feel inside.
Dark thoughts, nightmares, I can’t even write two words in a row. I don’t know what to do, each that passes seems to be worse. I feel like I wish for impossible things: I want my sister to pass her exams but apparently it doesn’t work and it’s not as if she can’t do because she’s giving explanation when I ask something, but when it’s exams nothing comes out, and of cause dad thinks she didn’t do a thing
As for me I hate the person I am lately, if I could I’d throw my wheelchair out the window, but unfortunately I can’t do that, most of the day I want to cry, other than that I suppose I’m okay… sort of I guess…