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there is much restlessness right now. i feel...blank. but definitely not nice.
its strange. nothing seems to make me feel...extra nice.or unusual in a nice way.
i need a change od scenery. i think.
oh and dad doesnt trust me. enough to be with certain people i feel i need to be with. since ach will be leaving soon, he thinks im his only daughter left and so he's holding me by the neck. Its starting to suffocate me. and i know things are not gonna be happy and gay in the coming days but. but then im not doing anything. and will not do anything. will burn the bridge when i get there.
gibberish.
its strange. nothing seems to make me feel...extra nice.or unusual in a nice way.
i need a change od scenery. i think.
oh and dad doesnt trust me. enough to be with certain people i feel i need to be with. since ach will be leaving soon, he thinks im his only daughter left and so he's holding me by the neck. Its starting to suffocate me. and i know things are not gonna be happy and gay in the coming days but. but then im not doing anything. and will not do anything. will burn the bridge when i get there.
gibberish.