ive been doing a lot of thinking...
during this christmas break, i chose not to worry about things. and fortunately, things are turning out JUST fine. :)
so far...
- finally got to fix my journal. now it looks more like abby!
- i watch TV almost everyday and am now more aware of things happening around me...(the shows, commercials, current events, etc...)
- get to spend more time with my family
- get an update with my friends (who i extremely miss)
- watch the films that have long been shown in the movies that i never found time to watch
- these films, consequently, make me think about stuff...and...haay...it feels weird.
...mostly though, i feel like a complete blah. Its like I think of so much stuff and I have a lot of questions and I need answers from other people but then when I finally get a chance to ask certain people, I totally jerk off something stupid or something thats completely the opposite of what i truly wanna say...then i eventually forget the real question i have!
on a brighter side, im glad im getting some rest and my mind's off certain people who bring nothing but stress. Thank you, God.