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Nanjara hoi HOI~~!!!!!
Today was the last day of school!!! Yes!!! I can't believe it's already holidays!!! Cool! There was the merdeka celebration where all the cute little kids were singing! Cho kawaii~!!! My class did not perform though.
My CPU is back today but it's still haywire! Urgh! >_< I feel like kicking it!!! It keeps restarting! No chance of installing all the old software again... So I'm still using the notebook.... !@*#&^#*#($)$@&%
Spent the whole day staring at the auctions......... and losing.......... I have already upped my budget but still no dice. *cries* In the end I'll settle for any tickets just as long as I get to enter I guess.....
You know, I've never blogged about this but I have problems with being insecure... I've known my best friends for years but they seem to exclude me a lot in their conversations whatever... Sometimes I just seem so out of it... It's as if I belong in a separate world... whereas we recently had a new friend joining our circle and they seem to pour everything out to her... not that I'm jealous or anything but am I really that hard to be liked and trusted? Especially when it comes to talking about some guys from outside school who apparently have taken liking towards them I always seem to be in the dark. Might me just because I've never had a boyfriend before. Maybe it's just me.
Just felt like all that had to come out somewhere. I've kept it inside long enough. It's strange how sometimes I feel like I really belong but others I feel like an alien. For example, when we go out, such as yesterday when we went to the food fest everyone seemed so open to each other. If you guys are reading this, I really appreciate it.
(P.S.: Godma, if u r reading this I'm sorry about the call this afternoon but I was really too tired to deal with the com)
Luv and peace out.
Today was the last day of school!!! Yes!!! I can't believe it's already holidays!!! Cool! There was the merdeka celebration where all the cute little kids were singing! Cho kawaii~!!! My class did not perform though.
My CPU is back today but it's still haywire! Urgh! >_< I feel like kicking it!!! It keeps restarting! No chance of installing all the old software again... So I'm still using the notebook.... !@*#&^#*#($)$@&%
Spent the whole day staring at the auctions......... and losing.......... I have already upped my budget but still no dice. *cries* In the end I'll settle for any tickets just as long as I get to enter I guess.....
You know, I've never blogged about this but I have problems with being insecure... I've known my best friends for years but they seem to exclude me a lot in their conversations whatever... Sometimes I just seem so out of it... It's as if I belong in a separate world... whereas we recently had a new friend joining our circle and they seem to pour everything out to her... not that I'm jealous or anything but am I really that hard to be liked and trusted? Especially when it comes to talking about some guys from outside school who apparently have taken liking towards them I always seem to be in the dark. Might me just because I've never had a boyfriend before. Maybe it's just me.
Just felt like all that had to come out somewhere. I've kept it inside long enough. It's strange how sometimes I feel like I really belong but others I feel like an alien. For example, when we go out, such as yesterday when we went to the food fest everyone seemed so open to each other. If you guys are reading this, I really appreciate it.
(P.S.: Godma, if u r reading this I'm sorry about the call this afternoon but I was really too tired to deal with the com)
Luv and peace out.