more weird dreams
A few more dreams to chronicle.
1) two nights ago I had gone out and had about five glasses of wine. So you could say I was more than tipsy. I had a dream that I was drunk also, and ate an entire bag of potato chips. And when I woke up (in my dream, not in real life) and saw the empty bag of chips I was so mad at myself! Then when I woke up for real and found it wasn't true I was quite relieved.
2) Last night's was kind of weird. I dreamed I had lung cancer. Terminal lung cancer, but I was in a stage of denial so I wasn't crying or anything I just kept thinking "well maybe it'll go away..." but in the mean time I knew I had to tell Ed. But I didn't want to tell Ed because one of his sisters apparently also had lung cancer! It wasn't clear in my dream which sister it was though. Eventually I told him and he was upset but he was also a little bit in denial too. Like maybe it'd just go away, or maybe that's not really what it was and that I should get tested again. It was sad. As the dream went on, I got more and more in tune with the fact that I was going to be dying of this lung cancer. It was a VERY vivid dream. Like, when I woke up I really thought I had lung cancer! It took me a few minutes to get into the mindset that I was not inflicted with a terminal disease. One kind of good thing about it though was that because it was so vivid, and Ed was there. For a few minutes it felt like I'd really seen him and talked to him....
Speaking of that, I still do not know when I will next get to see the love of my life. It's so annoying. We both have internships that start June 2nd. Mine in Dallas and his in L.A. What I'm planning on is going to Dallas before he goes to L.A. so I get a few days with him at least. But I also have to think about spending enough time with my mom, which is what's really important. And what's making this so wishy-washy is that the apartment people are HORRIBLE about emailing me back! They told me MONDAY that they have an apartment available that they can hold until early May. I responded immediately asking what day in early May because maybe I'll take it, pay the rent from that date, but won't move in until mid-Mayish. And tues/wed/thurs/fri pass and still no email from her. I'm calling tomorrow for sure. I wish she'd just be more prompt about it. Well, I guess I'll find out soon.
1) two nights ago I had gone out and had about five glasses of wine. So you could say I was more than tipsy. I had a dream that I was drunk also, and ate an entire bag of potato chips. And when I woke up (in my dream, not in real life) and saw the empty bag of chips I was so mad at myself! Then when I woke up for real and found it wasn't true I was quite relieved.
2) Last night's was kind of weird. I dreamed I had lung cancer. Terminal lung cancer, but I was in a stage of denial so I wasn't crying or anything I just kept thinking "well maybe it'll go away..." but in the mean time I knew I had to tell Ed. But I didn't want to tell Ed because one of his sisters apparently also had lung cancer! It wasn't clear in my dream which sister it was though. Eventually I told him and he was upset but he was also a little bit in denial too. Like maybe it'd just go away, or maybe that's not really what it was and that I should get tested again. It was sad. As the dream went on, I got more and more in tune with the fact that I was going to be dying of this lung cancer. It was a VERY vivid dream. Like, when I woke up I really thought I had lung cancer! It took me a few minutes to get into the mindset that I was not inflicted with a terminal disease. One kind of good thing about it though was that because it was so vivid, and Ed was there. For a few minutes it felt like I'd really seen him and talked to him....
Speaking of that, I still do not know when I will next get to see the love of my life. It's so annoying. We both have internships that start June 2nd. Mine in Dallas and his in L.A. What I'm planning on is going to Dallas before he goes to L.A. so I get a few days with him at least. But I also have to think about spending enough time with my mom, which is what's really important. And what's making this so wishy-washy is that the apartment people are HORRIBLE about emailing me back! They told me MONDAY that they have an apartment available that they can hold until early May. I responded immediately asking what day in early May because maybe I'll take it, pay the rent from that date, but won't move in until mid-Mayish. And tues/wed/thurs/fri pass and still no email from her. I'm calling tomorrow for sure. I wish she'd just be more prompt about it. Well, I guess I'll find out soon.