Oct 12, 2006 22:29
i plan way too much . . . but i get good at it . . . i had the rest of my college career completely planned out . . . and i knew this was probably not a good thing that i felt so sure
because that's when the unexpected happens
and then i went to this meeting for theatre educators
and now i don't know again
I still want to teach theatre . . . and dance . . . and now i want to learn more about psychology too . . . and maybe nutrition
why do i have to stop learning?
because of life . . . because everything gets 100 X harder once you get married and have kids
and i want those things
before thirty preferably
i told you i plan too much
i won't get any further into the complexities of this dilemma
i just hate this uncertainty
that's life. i know.