Feb 24, 2008 19:50
I always get into this weird state of depression once sunday comes around.
and then it gets really bad around mondays and tuesdays.
it's the weirdest, grossest, ickiest feeling ever.
i can't explain it! but i wish it would go away.
it's just a mixture of stress, sadness, tiredness, boredom, and more.
well it's obviously because of school. but i wish these feelings would just stop.
seriously.
i miss long beach like no other.
nursing school in LA is not what i expected it to be.
i just miss being around all my friends.
and having breaks.
and seeing a ton of people all over campus.
the reaal college life, you know?
now it's all about studying 24/7.
waking up at 5 every morning to beat the traffic.
wanting to nap after school but not being able to because of all this shit i have to do.
blah. let's hope its all worth it.