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well...im still leaving school..i really dont want to be here...today hasnt been really bad as ive made it out to be tho...i realized today that rebecca is so awesome and shes there when i need a friend...that doesnt mean im completely happy tho...im not going to pretend that im happy without u as a friend...yet again, i am very sorry...when ur ready to talk to me, i'll be around...i AM stupid and selfish...but i thought this past week i had shown u that i cared about u...i was always there this past week, i was there at your house for hours before u came home on ur bday waiting for u...one day i fuck up, and im sorry...my mind slipped and i just realized how much u needed me there for u...i hate not speaking...knowing how stressfull it is for u to be here, and i cant even be by your side to cheer u up.....im waiting...and i'll be waiting...i wish i could just walk out of this class and everything would be alright. :(