I really can't believe this
I hate the fact that I don't like my dad. It bothers me so much because I used to like him a lot. I guess as I get older I realize more of who he really is and the glow of the perfect parent wears off. Living at home is hard because I see all of the little things that he does and doesn't do and how it really hurts everyone, especially my mom. Not that he's the only one slacking in our house, but it just stands out to me a lot more than anyone else. But yeah, I'm just really sad about the relationship I have with him now and I just needed to let that all out.