tonight = no, thank you
incredibly, unreasonably nervous for tonight. ahhh.
it can't possibly be that bad. and i don't know if it will be worse or better if val brings some moral support. i hope he doesn't think i'm an asshole for it; although the whole thing is gonna be so awkward!!
ughhhhh i wish i had never said yes. but saying no would have felt ridiculously bitchy, considering the situation.
will post more later.
it can't possibly be that bad. and i don't know if it will be worse or better if val brings some moral support. i hope he doesn't think i'm an asshole for it; although the whole thing is gonna be so awkward!!
ughhhhh i wish i had never said yes. but saying no would have felt ridiculously bitchy, considering the situation.
will post more later.