and so.....it begins
so i was okay...for a while that is...i delt with it and did my best and i was okay.....for a while.
now...its starting to get there. the place that i was afraid of. the place that could break it. that place where all i do is cry to my girlfriends who dont need or want to hear about it, but like i said. im not there yet. just getting...closer.
on my way to feeling like that place i had a day like today. the weather fit my mood WONDERFULLY. unlike this feeling, i love the spring rain. the smell of it. its relaxing, but at the same time stressful. so this is what i wanna know....will i cry? and if i do will it hit me really really hard or one tear at a time....will it be infront of a ton of people or just me...which one is harder to handle?
well..with spring break comming up i think it will push me along to the place i dont want to be even more. at light speed too.
so im getting there. slowly..and i dont want to go.
now...its starting to get there. the place that i was afraid of. the place that could break it. that place where all i do is cry to my girlfriends who dont need or want to hear about it, but like i said. im not there yet. just getting...closer.
on my way to feeling like that place i had a day like today. the weather fit my mood WONDERFULLY. unlike this feeling, i love the spring rain. the smell of it. its relaxing, but at the same time stressful. so this is what i wanna know....will i cry? and if i do will it hit me really really hard or one tear at a time....will it be infront of a ton of people or just me...which one is harder to handle?
well..with spring break comming up i think it will push me along to the place i dont want to be even more. at light speed too.
so im getting there. slowly..and i dont want to go.