Thanksgiving....
Well today was thanksgiving......it was a lot of fun... but not the same as usual :/
wow....so many people overlook this holiday...they just see it as a day that they get to be pigs and no one cares...but the truth is....whats this day really about? eating? NO.....its about spending time with your family and loved ones and reflecting on what you are thankful for and thanking god for everything.....i know i am thankful for so much and yet like most people....i dont show it all of the time like i shuld.... you dont really know what you have until you dont have it anymore.....one of my friends found that out today.....what a day for that.... *ill always be here if you need to talk*.....
Thanksgiving just wasnt the same this year.....my grandpa's back is really bad and he couldnt even stand long enough to carve the turkey.... :/ he always does it...every year and has since i can remember.... its amzing how something as small as that changes everything...it just didnt feel right.... you could tell he was upset that he couldnt do it.....
everyone please pray for him to get better soon.....im afriad this could be on of the last thinksgiving's with him :/ thats such a bad thought....but it's reality....hes not getting any better...only worse... :/....i just hope so much that the doctors can find out whats wrong and fix it.... i dont knwo id do without him around.... hes always there...for everything....he even came to a baseball game the same day he got out of surgery....its just going to be so hard when he's gone (which i hope isnt for a VERY LONG TIME) to look up into the stands during sports or going to his house on sundays and him not being there......:/ i...unlike most people....havnt had to deal with a loss in the family....the only ones that have passed away are ones that i didnt know that well and hadnt seen in a very very very long time...and i couldnt even go to the one funeral becuase it was too far away on such short notice....and the only funeral ive been to was when i was about 2 or 3....so i didnt knw what was going on.....so i wont really know how to deal with it like everyone else does.....
alright enough rambling.......new subject......
tomorrow i want to go out and hang out with friends.... should be fun... ive got some stuff planned but not all day yet...so if you want to hang out let me know or call the cell phone.... well im gonna end this entry.... its kinda long so ill update probably tomorrow......
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! God Bless......
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