I am so tired...
...of searching and applying for jobs. It is obvious no-one in NYC is ever going to hire me for anything, and I am slowly going to go broke and then get evicted. :( I've been here over a month now, and have had ONE fucking interview (which of course led to rejection, for a dream job no less)!! I can't take this stress anymore...I'd hoped at least some good news about BHT would give me heart, but nope, had to have my hopes crushed on that front too, of course. What next??
I can't even afford to go out and do anything to try to cheer myself up. :( I've been in the apartment crying and applying to goddamn jobs all afternoon/evening. I hate this, I feel like such a loser.
I can't even afford to go out and do anything to try to cheer myself up. :( I've been in the apartment crying and applying to goddamn jobs all afternoon/evening. I hate this, I feel like such a loser.