Where have I gone?

[abarlessprison]

Alright, here's the deal...

I haven't written in this bitch in ages, so.. I thought I'd write for once.

Even though livejournal is gay, lol, maybe some people care.

Life has been pretty fucked, but whatever.
For those who weren't informed, my Dad walked out on my family thanks to the shit he's caused, and what he did towards me.

I'm starting to love drugs, not too much, but eanough.
Fuck anyone that has a problem with it.

Jimmy and I are great.
Even though we've been through some tough shit, we dealt.

Smoking = major habbit.
It's something I can now not live without.

And... well... I've sorta stopped drinking, haven't in a while... because my parents ran out =[

And I can only drink when I'm by myself anyways.

I went to the Strawberry Fest and tried Ecstasy for the first time...
Loved it.
But won't do it without my Jimmy, or his permission.

Uhhh...
I have no self esteem, or confidence, but I'm dealing with it.

I've become more down to earth and realistic, no more craving attention that isn't needed.

I've matured, and grown older.
I'm not as weak as I once was.
You don't like me, fuck you, can't tell you I care.

WWelll...
That's all I have to say.

Walkerville next year, can't fuckin' wait.