EEP! Today's friday! =)
It's friday thank god!
Okay, i'm sad but in a good way kind of sad I guess. There was a Rise Against show I wanted to go to. I told my bro about it and I planned on going. Well looks like my brothers the only one going. =( It's horrible. I love Rise Against. Now my brother is once again seeing them in concert. Not fair but I don't care I guess. So anyway, last night was horrible but then turned okay. I come home and i'm on the computer (like always) Tim and my brother get here, (oh yeah wait I have something to say, the day before that I took 6 pills (again eh) and tim comes over and i'm coming down the hill becasue me and my sister went somewhere and then tim saw me and usually i'm like "HI TIM!!" but this time I wasn't he was like "hey carrrrriiiiss!" and i'm like "hi" and I waslked away and he's all "what's wrong?" and i'm all "I don't feel good" and he messaged my head for like 3 seconds like put his finger tips on my head and like i don't know it's confusing but it was nice. then I was walking into the house and he follows and i'm following my bro. the sprinklers are on and then all of a sudden tim hovers me and i'm like "what are you doing?" he's like "saving you from the water!!" and I laughed and smiled and walked inside and so did he.) Okay well continuing my orginal story. Tim and my bro get here and tim comes onto the computer next to me and starts to play counter strike. My brother comes over here and of course he pisses me off. I storm away and I told him I hope he dies and I when he dies he goes to hell. Wow how nice am I? So I'm in my room and of course what's the first thing I do? Take more pills. This time i'm edging myself to more I took 7 o wow big deal I took 7. It's always Tylenol P.M.'s. those things work good for me. But anyway i'm in my room and I slam everything because I always do that when I get mad. I turn my music up full blast. I'm in my room trying not to cry, my mom knocks on the door and is like "what's going on?" and I said "augie" and she's like "he's being a jerk?" and i'm like "yes I don't even want to be in the same room as him I hate him" and I laid down she locked my door and shut my door. I then turn my music off. I go get my guitar and then re-enter my room. I play guitar for a while. Then Morgan comes by surprisingly. I then put on some clothes and head off to morgans. I was starting to become very weak and about to faint. I go to her house. Casey, Ryan, Mo and I all watch Old School. Funny movie. No point but really funny. Then after that mo, ryan, and casey go outside. I attempt but I ended up falling. Woo .. so then it's around 10:30 and casey takes me home. See I met ryan before the ET show. So now I think I will be fine to approach him. Hehe. Well anyway they drop me off tim and my bro are leaving I give ryan a hug and he askes if i'm okay. I said yeah i'll be fine. But I really wasn't fine. I talk to tim for a bit. Then I head on down. I was about to collapse. I couldn't feel my legs or hands. I come on the computer and i'm talking to everyone. Then all of a sudden I feel faint. So I get up and go lay down. That's all I can remember. I don't remember conversing with anyone. But I do. It's weird. Well i'm not doing anything tonight so I decided what I have been up too. So Sorry that post was long guys. Not like you would read it all anyway. I just felt like I needed to write that somewhere. So Adios! =)
Okay, i'm sad but in a good way kind of sad I guess. There was a Rise Against show I wanted to go to. I told my bro about it and I planned on going. Well looks like my brothers the only one going. =( It's horrible. I love Rise Against. Now my brother is once again seeing them in concert. Not fair but I don't care I guess. So anyway, last night was horrible but then turned okay. I come home and i'm on the computer (like always) Tim and my brother get here, (oh yeah wait I have something to say, the day before that I took 6 pills (again eh) and tim comes over and i'm coming down the hill becasue me and my sister went somewhere and then tim saw me and usually i'm like "HI TIM!!" but this time I wasn't he was like "hey carrrrriiiiss!" and i'm like "hi" and I waslked away and he's all "what's wrong?" and i'm all "I don't feel good" and he messaged my head for like 3 seconds like put his finger tips on my head and like i don't know it's confusing but it was nice. then I was walking into the house and he follows and i'm following my bro. the sprinklers are on and then all of a sudden tim hovers me and i'm like "what are you doing?" he's like "saving you from the water!!" and I laughed and smiled and walked inside and so did he.) Okay well continuing my orginal story. Tim and my bro get here and tim comes onto the computer next to me and starts to play counter strike. My brother comes over here and of course he pisses me off. I storm away and I told him I hope he dies and I when he dies he goes to hell. Wow how nice am I? So I'm in my room and of course what's the first thing I do? Take more pills. This time i'm edging myself to more I took 7 o wow big deal I took 7. It's always Tylenol P.M.'s. those things work good for me. But anyway i'm in my room and I slam everything because I always do that when I get mad. I turn my music up full blast. I'm in my room trying not to cry, my mom knocks on the door and is like "what's going on?" and I said "augie" and she's like "he's being a jerk?" and i'm like "yes I don't even want to be in the same room as him I hate him" and I laid down she locked my door and shut my door. I then turn my music off. I go get my guitar and then re-enter my room. I play guitar for a while. Then Morgan comes by surprisingly. I then put on some clothes and head off to morgans. I was starting to become very weak and about to faint. I go to her house. Casey, Ryan, Mo and I all watch Old School. Funny movie. No point but really funny. Then after that mo, ryan, and casey go outside. I attempt but I ended up falling. Woo .. so then it's around 10:30 and casey takes me home. See I met ryan before the ET show. So now I think I will be fine to approach him. Hehe. Well anyway they drop me off tim and my bro are leaving I give ryan a hug and he askes if i'm okay. I said yeah i'll be fine. But I really wasn't fine. I talk to tim for a bit. Then I head on down. I was about to collapse. I couldn't feel my legs or hands. I come on the computer and i'm talking to everyone. Then all of a sudden I feel faint. So I get up and go lay down. That's all I can remember. I don't remember conversing with anyone. But I do. It's weird. Well i'm not doing anything tonight so I decided what I have been up too. So Sorry that post was long guys. Not like you would read it all anyway. I just felt like I needed to write that somewhere. So Adios! =)