Dec 12, 2005 11:33
I'm a bit nervous today.
Tomorrow around noon I have my first really medical appointment in nearly 17 years.
Some one is going to inspect my private areas. I have never done this before and I am very scared. For nearly 2 years now I have had a fist like amount of pressure circulating in my pelvic area. And it's become such an overwhelming sensation that I'm forcing myself to see a doctor. I have lost a considerable amount of weight, and can now feel a bulge about an inch inside me hip bone.
The nurse that I made my appointment with said that it's been to much time to be a blood clot or a hernia.
She says that it's an 85% chance that it's a cyst.
My concern is the size after all of this time, and with me not having medical insurance, it maybe harder to take care of them I expected.
My other worry is that if the woman is wrong and it's not a cyst, that what the fuck is it!
I don't know if any of you pray...but this once could you please.