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1. i hate how insecure i am
2. i hate how i alwasy seem to fuck up friendships
3. i hate how ive had over 10 different "best friends" int he past 2 years
4. i hate how i treat my firends
5. i hate how some of my firends treat me
6. i hate how i look
7. i hate how i feel
8. i hate how i convince myself that a boy will comeplete me
9. i hate how i act around people i like
10. i hate how i fucked up my one good experiance with a boy i truely liked alot
11. i hate how i dress
12. i hate how i watch so much tv
13. i hate how ive started to want to drink
14. i hate my freckles
15. i hate how i ahve no guy friends
16. i hate how i feel liek so many people dont knwo the real me
17. i ahte how i hide my feelings
18. i hate my teeth
19. i hate my smile
20. i hate my taste in boys
21. i hate how half of my family is in wisconsina nd how half of its in california
22. i hat how i miss my firend in california
23. i hate change
24. i hate the way ive changed
25. i hate how i cant see my little brother grow up
26. i hate how i feel guilty for leaving california
27. i hate feeling guilty about anything
28. i hate my decisions
29. i hate school
30. i hate that i havnt gone to a concert in so long
31. i hate feeling like im a poser
32. i hate being mad at my friends
33. i hate being mad at my family
34. i hate how bryan treats me
35. i hate how i treat him
36. i hate how sometimes i wish there really was something wrong with my life
37. i hate crying
38. i hate love
39. i hate feeling like im missing something
40. i hate how i wish i had more friends
41. i hate how one thing can ruin something amazing
42. i hate my eyes
43. i hate my hair
44. i hate my non sense of humor
45. i hate my personality
46. i hate how i dont even talk to half the people i used to be best friends with
47. i hate money
48. i hate how i can always find something to be jealous of
49. i hate my knees
50. i hate how i always question my firends motives of why theyre firneds with me.