bryan , theres so much i could say about you some good some bad. when we were best friends me and you created some of my favorite memeories i fucking loved being with you you were one of the few people in the world that i truely felt comfortable with that i truly felt i could tell anything to that i truely felt loved me for me fro what i was and not what i wasnt. holy shit bryan ive only even known you fro a year and weve already gone on fucking vacation toegther, how many people get to say that they were in fucking californai with their best frien, how mnay poeple get to say that they got to meet bernie mac with their best friend. well you know what i gto to say those things and i loved saying them i loved knowong that i could call you whenver i wanted to and you would listen to me for atleast 5 minutes haha untill you got sick of me on the phone but i alwasy knew that you were there. i know that weve gone thru so many rough times together and i think that sucks alot but in someways im kind of glad bc this will really test our friendhip if we can honestly make it thru this bryan we can fucking do anything together, and believe me i know that im not exaclt making this whole thing easy for you but you have to understand how badly you hurt me bryan you were the first guy that ive honestly had like tru true feelings for and who i thought actually had them for me back but you knwo what we all have to realize that not everything work out how we wish they would, i wish that either what happened in californai never happened, or it lasted. it hurt me so badly when i found out you had no feelings for me, but i had to learn to deal with it and believe me i know i didnt exactly do that int he best way but i cant help it im stupoid as fuck , and i wish we both could change the things that we did. but to tell you what i honestly feel about you, i thinkt hat you have amazing intentions as a friend btu you really need to keep your promises and make an effort. you neeed to not tell people you care about them unless you really really honestly do becausae if you tell them that and you dont show it it hurt like a bitch, and i hope that someday soon we can both put out past in the past and embrace in an amzing future toegther as enemies, as aquantences, as friends, or as more. i wish that i still had the feeling that i knew you would alsways be there for me. but ill do as you wish now and leave you alone because ims till not sure what iwant at the moment ♥
well rew that really wasnt what i expected but i was very happy with what i read and i really miss when i could say all those things too and when i could tell u everyting too. I know we have been thro a lot and i know we can get thro this but i just think u need some time to figure out what u need so untill u do lets just not talk and see how it goes and when u know what u want tell me as soon as u can bc i dont like this just as much as you
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