confused as ever.....
Good Morning!
I know it has been a few days since I updated last I have had a little bit going on. I haven't really been able to put it into words the way that I have wanted too. I mean I haven't really known what has been going on.
Well last night was a rather odd night that is for sure. I was on the phone with one of my best friends that I have been really close to for years now right? Well Josiah he asks me out while I was on the phone with him and I thought he was joking so I just start laughing. He then tells me that he wasn't joking and he asks me if i listen to the radio that day a radio station we both listen too. I was like no my radio isnt working right. I don't know what is wrong with it. He was like oh okay. I just dedicated a song to you earlier today and you didn't hear it. I still don't believe him for some reason. I think that he is trying to pull my leg or something or rather. He then told me that I need to call a mutual friend of ours Justin and talk to Justin because Justin knows. I haven't gotten ahold of Justin yet. I am going to keep trying to get ahold of him.
I do want to know what is really going on with Josiah. I mean all of a sudden he likes me. I don't know what happend. It just recently happend, He said it's because I am the only person that truely knows him and because I am the one person that he knows would never turn their back on him. i never have and I never would turn my back on him. That would just not be right. I couldn't do something like that to Josiah. I care about him too much. He is one of my closest and dearest friends. Who ever said that you had to only have one best friend? I have a couple that are guys and a couple that are girls. Who knew though that your best friend would fall for you? I never thought that Josiah out of all people would ever like me. I don't know it is just the feeling you get you know?
Well Kris gets out in a couple of days " hopefully" I am really hoping that he gets out. I am not going to get my hopes up though just in case things don't go as planned. I mean he says that he gets out on the 20th so hopefully he does get out. He is supposed to call me on his way home so that way we can talk at least and then hopefully after that be able to spend some time together. Who knows..... Well I am going to end here for now. More later.
~Courtney~
I know it has been a few days since I updated last I have had a little bit going on. I haven't really been able to put it into words the way that I have wanted too. I mean I haven't really known what has been going on.
Well last night was a rather odd night that is for sure. I was on the phone with one of my best friends that I have been really close to for years now right? Well Josiah he asks me out while I was on the phone with him and I thought he was joking so I just start laughing. He then tells me that he wasn't joking and he asks me if i listen to the radio that day a radio station we both listen too. I was like no my radio isnt working right. I don't know what is wrong with it. He was like oh okay. I just dedicated a song to you earlier today and you didn't hear it. I still don't believe him for some reason. I think that he is trying to pull my leg or something or rather. He then told me that I need to call a mutual friend of ours Justin and talk to Justin because Justin knows. I haven't gotten ahold of Justin yet. I am going to keep trying to get ahold of him.
I do want to know what is really going on with Josiah. I mean all of a sudden he likes me. I don't know what happend. It just recently happend, He said it's because I am the only person that truely knows him and because I am the one person that he knows would never turn their back on him. i never have and I never would turn my back on him. That would just not be right. I couldn't do something like that to Josiah. I care about him too much. He is one of my closest and dearest friends. Who ever said that you had to only have one best friend? I have a couple that are guys and a couple that are girls. Who knew though that your best friend would fall for you? I never thought that Josiah out of all people would ever like me. I don't know it is just the feeling you get you know?
Well Kris gets out in a couple of days " hopefully" I am really hoping that he gets out. I am not going to get my hopes up though just in case things don't go as planned. I mean he says that he gets out on the 20th so hopefully he does get out. He is supposed to call me on his way home so that way we can talk at least and then hopefully after that be able to spend some time together. Who knows..... Well I am going to end here for now. More later.
~Courtney~