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k so yeah i basically have been torn to pieces these past few months over my exboyfriend...and of course he went to hawiaii(i was supposed to go with him before he dumped me) for winter break..and basically hooked up with some girl from south dakota...and now i seem like a freakin stalker cuz yeah i kinda am i wont lie. i stalk him through myspace i guess.
so yeah. i feel even worse then i did before. like what the fuck is wrong with me?!
and i feel so fat today. like really fat. and my skin is not having a good day. i feel GROSS. so fuckin gross..and so worthless cuz drew doesnt want me anymore..like a for sure he doesnt want me thing. wtf is wrong with me? that girl was TAN like jamacian tan and so THIN..so i feel like a white fatass whore. well minus the whore...but i feel like utter shit
i'm so going on a fast now. when i'm upset about drew it's so much easier not to eat.
7 day fast here i come. watch me drew i'm going to be thin one day. you'll see and maybe you'll realize how much i fuckin loved you!
so yeah. i feel even worse then i did before. like what the fuck is wrong with me?!
and i feel so fat today. like really fat. and my skin is not having a good day. i feel GROSS. so fuckin gross..and so worthless cuz drew doesnt want me anymore..like a for sure he doesnt want me thing. wtf is wrong with me? that girl was TAN like jamacian tan and so THIN..so i feel like a white fatass whore. well minus the whore...but i feel like utter shit
i'm so going on a fast now. when i'm upset about drew it's so much easier not to eat.
7 day fast here i come. watch me drew i'm going to be thin one day. you'll see and maybe you'll realize how much i fuckin loved you!