Do you ever sit here and think...??

[aballa2199]

Do any of you ever just sit there and think "Is there something really wrong with me?" I mean, the more I think about it, I have mixed emotions. For one, I'm just me. I want to be able to say "Take it or leave it!" But I can't actually bring myself to that idea. Secondly, When I do get this frame of mind, I am absolutely 100% miserable. And

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we CLEARLY need to talk

[fsujen201]

GOD! Have i accomplished nothing in this long ass friendship?! Ashley Ball.. You are a beautiful amazing human being. If some stupid human being isnt going to realize that, then he NEVER deserved you in the first place. Now, i know, you're thinking "yeah bitch, easier said than done".. HELLO!!!! its me here! You guys tell me the same shit all the time. and finally it has started to make sense.. We are 20 and fabulous.. we have our ENTIRE lives ahead of us.. And whichever shmuck it is this month or now, may not even matter in 1 month.. I mean come on.. This quote young lady.. " I am terrified that I'm not good enough".. You are MORE than good enough, you are spectacular, he may not be good enough! And no, don't think im dogging on the guy.. im talkin about guys in general, girls too for that matter.. We've had our fair share of backstabbing bitches.. They didnt deserve us either.. However, i said from MINUTE one, do NOT put ur life on hold for this guy. See what happens, but do not ruin this time NOW in anticipation.. You've waited a YEAR, a few more days aren't gonna hurt you.. and ash, if things dont go so well.. We are all HERE, not going anywhere.. And WE love u and see you for how amazing you are.. keep that in mind.. i love u sooo much.. jen

Re: we CLEARLY need to talk

[fsujen201]

ps.. This quote doesnt work for me so much either "I want to smile and be really happy with the way things are".. That shit better change.. Start smiling bitch!!! Big ones, the ones u give when ur drunk and it literally goes from ear to ear.. and then u start laughing.. yeah.. i expect that shit!