woo.
SO ... this is like that awkward phone call with someone you haven't spoken to in months.
It has been an absolutely insane 7 months since I posted anything. The details of everything that has happened are much more vivid in my head, so I'm not going to post that crap. Miguel and I broke up. That was pretty rough ... much worse than I expected. I was really fucking depressed over it for a week, but things have since improved. I would like to cut myself off from him altogether, but we're trying the friends thing, because we were pretty much best friends for a while before we dated. Yeah, maybe being friends is a pipe-dream, but maybe it will work, so BACK OFF!! sorry. He is a pretty big prick though ... I couldn't really tell you why I put up with that shitty relationship. Blinded by lo--, or whatever the fuck it was.
My roommate left a few weeks ago. He'll be gone until mid to late July. YAY! The only downside is that he left his dog here, so I pretty much haven't had a full-night's sleep in fucking 3 weeks. I'm going to stay at my brother's place tonight so I can finally get some rest. I can't take that fucking asshole dog anymore. He's the most obnoxious creature i've ever encountered. And this is coming from someone who used to live with a shitload of parrots, so you know the dog's bad.
My parents are both in almost good health! My dad's mother is still nuts, and my mother's mother is in the hospital again, but this time it looks like she's going to die. She's finally succeeded in her quest. Go Mim. Perhaps the weight of my meme dying will hit me after she's gone; maybe i'm just cold, maybe i'm just half-hearted, or just emotionally drained, but whatever it is, it really isn't affecting me. She is the most self-destructive person I've ever come across, so I can't justify grieving for her. Maybe I can spit out a couple of tears at the funeral, for the sake of my own mother, who actually makes an effort to keep herself and her family healthy.
Aside from crazy, life's been confusing. I suddenly moved up very fast in the food chain at my job, which has caused my studies to take a heavy blow. Actually, I'm not even in school this semester. I'm not quitting, but my graduation is definitely going to lag behind by a couple of years. It's okay with me for the time being. I like my job, I'm making good money. I just really want to get my degree (which, by the way will be in Electrical Engineering as opposed to Mechanical) so when the day comes for me to tell ESI to shove their matzah balls up a pig's ass, I can do so without wallowing in self pity for the next year. I'm not a very good college student, anyway.
And just when I tell myself to stay away from guys for a long time, Tim calls...
FUCK
p.s. My car is fucking suhwheet. zoom-zoom^2, muthafucka!!
CONGRATULATIONS TO IVAN AND ALEX FOR GRADUATING COLLEGE!!!
It has been an absolutely insane 7 months since I posted anything. The details of everything that has happened are much more vivid in my head, so I'm not going to post that crap. Miguel and I broke up. That was pretty rough ... much worse than I expected. I was really fucking depressed over it for a week, but things have since improved. I would like to cut myself off from him altogether, but we're trying the friends thing, because we were pretty much best friends for a while before we dated. Yeah, maybe being friends is a pipe-dream, but maybe it will work, so BACK OFF!! sorry. He is a pretty big prick though ... I couldn't really tell you why I put up with that shitty relationship. Blinded by lo--, or whatever the fuck it was.
My roommate left a few weeks ago. He'll be gone until mid to late July. YAY! The only downside is that he left his dog here, so I pretty much haven't had a full-night's sleep in fucking 3 weeks. I'm going to stay at my brother's place tonight so I can finally get some rest. I can't take that fucking asshole dog anymore. He's the most obnoxious creature i've ever encountered. And this is coming from someone who used to live with a shitload of parrots, so you know the dog's bad.
My parents are both in almost good health! My dad's mother is still nuts, and my mother's mother is in the hospital again, but this time it looks like she's going to die. She's finally succeeded in her quest. Go Mim. Perhaps the weight of my meme dying will hit me after she's gone; maybe i'm just cold, maybe i'm just half-hearted, or just emotionally drained, but whatever it is, it really isn't affecting me. She is the most self-destructive person I've ever come across, so I can't justify grieving for her. Maybe I can spit out a couple of tears at the funeral, for the sake of my own mother, who actually makes an effort to keep herself and her family healthy.
Aside from crazy, life's been confusing. I suddenly moved up very fast in the food chain at my job, which has caused my studies to take a heavy blow. Actually, I'm not even in school this semester. I'm not quitting, but my graduation is definitely going to lag behind by a couple of years. It's okay with me for the time being. I like my job, I'm making good money. I just really want to get my degree (which, by the way will be in Electrical Engineering as opposed to Mechanical) so when the day comes for me to tell ESI to shove their matzah balls up a pig's ass, I can do so without wallowing in self pity for the next year. I'm not a very good college student, anyway.
And just when I tell myself to stay away from guys for a long time, Tim calls...
FUCK
p.s. My car is fucking suhwheet. zoom-zoom^2, muthafucka!!
CONGRATULATIONS TO IVAN AND ALEX FOR GRADUATING COLLEGE!!!