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im really sick of hearing people whine about kerry losing. even if i voted kerry id be sick of it. he gave up...GET OVER IT. he was a VERY gracious loser. when put into words that sounds so bad. but i thought highly of him when he pulled out rather than putting our country through that whole "florida" thing.
last night i had a scary night...well more sucky than scary. one of my friends (here) said some things and stuff that upset me and made me feel like a lot less of myself...i was really down in the dumps...really depressed actually. its like something that makes you feel like shit opens the door to all the other stuff you keep in the back of your mind that makes you feel like shit too. it happens once in a while. it was actually quite bad this time. but today im feeling better. if i think back on it, it starts to come back...i guess its just one of those things you need to push out of your head and forget about. i just hate the way some people think...it seems like all they think about is themself...but i dont know if she conciously does or not. no matter. that was yesterday and this is today, a better day only if you make it that way. and i want to.
i have my first job interview ever tomorow. im really extremely nervous. AH wish me luck!!
i miss you guys so much. i cant wait to see you...hopefully thanksgiving...definately christmas.
last night i had a scary night...well more sucky than scary. one of my friends (here) said some things and stuff that upset me and made me feel like a lot less of myself...i was really down in the dumps...really depressed actually. its like something that makes you feel like shit opens the door to all the other stuff you keep in the back of your mind that makes you feel like shit too. it happens once in a while. it was actually quite bad this time. but today im feeling better. if i think back on it, it starts to come back...i guess its just one of those things you need to push out of your head and forget about. i just hate the way some people think...it seems like all they think about is themself...but i dont know if she conciously does or not. no matter. that was yesterday and this is today, a better day only if you make it that way. and i want to.
i have my first job interview ever tomorow. im really extremely nervous. AH wish me luck!!
i miss you guys so much. i cant wait to see you...hopefully thanksgiving...definately christmas.