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I've been active today. Weird. I came too early, 'cos we suddenly didn't have our first lessons, but then Allu came and made me to be a model in some light operation. It was fun, though I had to be in a possession that isn't even near to natural. I mean that human being doesn't really get like that.
After that I acted in our little commercial. I'm on a "first steps of filming" -course. Well, it sounded better than the "how to wire up your car" -course.
Then I meant to have a small role in this one boy's film, as a copper, but it had to be moved. This is some strange, social and enthusiastic phase of mine.
I should try to finish my paintings - or get start with 'em - 'cos the exhibition is closing and I just have to compensate my fucked up final work by making something good. Something amazing and breathtaking. God dam I just have to make my life difficult.
My body has been quite nice to me today. No ear ache, no head ache, no knee ache, no spine ache, no dizziness or feelings of fading. I assume that it actually effects a bit on how I feel mentally. I have even managed to forget that my mom is sick. Weekends always remind me of it.
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My embarrassingly big thoughts about my bass playing skills got down last night when I was happily playing one song and Lasse came, listened for couple of seconds and said: "those are the guitar-lines". Fuck.
After that I acted in our little commercial. I'm on a "first steps of filming" -course. Well, it sounded better than the "how to wire up your car" -course.
Then I meant to have a small role in this one boy's film, as a copper, but it had to be moved. This is some strange, social and enthusiastic phase of mine.
I should try to finish my paintings - or get start with 'em - 'cos the exhibition is closing and I just have to compensate my fucked up final work by making something good. Something amazing and breathtaking. God dam I just have to make my life difficult.
My body has been quite nice to me today. No ear ache, no head ache, no knee ache, no spine ache, no dizziness or feelings of fading. I assume that it actually effects a bit on how I feel mentally. I have even managed to forget that my mom is sick. Weekends always remind me of it.
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My embarrassingly big thoughts about my bass playing skills got down last night when I was happily playing one song and Lasse came, listened for couple of seconds and said: "those are the guitar-lines". Fuck.