I actually have been blogging
But I realized that my journal was quickly taking the downward spiral in skansville. Locking entries and cutting the private stuff just didn't feel like enough for our latest escapades, so I just put it all in my offline journal. And I'm not going to bother to go back and weed out the non-private stuff to put in here, because I don't think anyone actually reads my journal anyways. in fact, I know they don't, because I only have a couple friends, haha. LAME.
Oh, that said, while my journal is not solely friends only, a good majority of the posts are friends only. So friend me if you care to read those.
Anyways, no, I haven't abandoned my journal. Now I'm chilling in the living room, watching the Closer, drinking Sprite. I need to shower. For some reason, it seems I've restarted my period after being done for two days, which makes no sense. Hopefully I'll stop before tonight, my last night for hanky panky for the next three and a half months at least! :/
At least I'm not crying now. I was on the verge of tears all morning. I think it's gotta be Nadir, and knowing that Dad's house might be gone by the time I get home. I mean, this semester is LITERALLY what I want to be doing with my life. It's my dream come true. I'll be traveling constantly, writing, taking pictures.
I still don't know what to do about tonight. Mom's making hamburgers for labor day, which I won't eat, and I think Thomas will be home so the family can eat together. But Nadir wants to get together at four, and he has school in the morning so he can't stay out all night. I think I'll probably bypass the hamburgers and just have my final meal with the family tomorrow night.
Oh, that said, while my journal is not solely friends only, a good majority of the posts are friends only. So friend me if you care to read those.
Anyways, no, I haven't abandoned my journal. Now I'm chilling in the living room, watching the Closer, drinking Sprite. I need to shower. For some reason, it seems I've restarted my period after being done for two days, which makes no sense. Hopefully I'll stop before tonight, my last night for hanky panky for the next three and a half months at least! :/
At least I'm not crying now. I was on the verge of tears all morning. I think it's gotta be Nadir, and knowing that Dad's house might be gone by the time I get home. I mean, this semester is LITERALLY what I want to be doing with my life. It's my dream come true. I'll be traveling constantly, writing, taking pictures.
I still don't know what to do about tonight. Mom's making hamburgers for labor day, which I won't eat, and I think Thomas will be home so the family can eat together. But Nadir wants to get together at four, and he has school in the morning so he can't stay out all night. I think I'll probably bypass the hamburgers and just have my final meal with the family tomorrow night.