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Nov 07, 2005 19:06

Ever since I started going out with Chris Stammler, Laurel and my mom have been treating me so differently.
I feel like you don't even trust me to breathe by myself.
Yes, sometimes I'll stretch the truth because I don't even want to deal with you and mom bitching at me to call every 5 minutes or to use my fucking brain and think decision through.

Well listen to me right now.
I am not lying.

I know what is best for myself.
I ALWAYS think about the consequences of my actions.
I am fifteen years old.
Having a boyfriend isn't a crime.
So stop assuming that all of a sudden I'm out having sex and overwhelming your ears with lies.
You have no idea how much it hurts my feelings
when mom, dad and you say the following things to me:
"Everything you say is a lie"
sound familiar, Laurel?
"GET YOUR PRIORITES IN LINE. YOU NEED TO GET BACK ON TRACK!"
"Don't do anything deceitful, or anything that you wouldn't do in front of us."

Just listen to me for once
I'm not a bad kid.
I have NEVER in my entire 15 years of existence SMOKED, DRANK, OR TOUCHED DRUGS.
DON'T EVER FUCKING ASSUME THAT I HAVE.
I AM NOT
A FUCKING
IDIOT.

Do you hear me now.
I've tried saying it before,
but apparently I was lying.

Apparently.
I was lying.

EDIT:The entire year I've maintained A's and B's. I got 3 A's in a row on my Algebra 2 test. I got an A on my last Honors History test, and the teacher kept my essay for future classes to look at. Honors English is really hard, but I love it. I have a B+.

Sorry, nevermind.
For all you know, that was a total lie.
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