Jul 29, 2013 21:21
Nobody reads this anymore, and that's okay. Sometimes I just want to write. Life is good and exciting.
Faith is growing so much. She is learning a ton in preschool and thriving. She's learning math, and can write and read. I could not be more proud of her. Now if I can just rid her of the attitude that she has inherited *whistles*. She decided that she wanted to stop going to gymnastics a few months back. So I let her. And now she has decided she misses it and would like to go back. Needless to say, I am thrilled! I cannot wait to see my pride and joy out on that mat doing what she so obviously loves again.
Work is getting exciting. Everyone knows who I am and what I have accomplished. I contacted the director of sales in L.A. and advised him that I was interested in a sales position that had just become available. He set up an interview with me while he and the director of Operations and President of the company were at my terminal. It was extremely nerve wracking and exciting. I've been told that I have a bright future with the company and will soon be presented with opportunity. I need it. I deserve it. I'm running the operation at the moment while other people are on vacation.
In two years I plan on moving and buying a house. I'm working my hardest for it. My Scentsy business is also thriving. Woo!
I'm not dating, but there's talks and offers. I did date someone. I'd known him for a few years. We hung out, he took me to the movies, held my hand and me all the time, and it was nice. It was nice to feel that someone enjoyed my company again and it was nice not to sleep alone once in a while. But he was threatened by someone... And it was all over before it really had a chance to start.. We talked for a few months. And dated for a few months. It sucked. But life goes on. I don't expect much anymore. And that's okay.
I found a lump in my left breast a few weeks ago. I'm scheduling an appointment tomorrow to have it checked out. I've been nervous about it, naturally. I'm sure it's nothing, but it's a crappy thing to even think about. I'm working on making my body stronger. I get up at 4 am everyday (3am on Monday) to get my workout's in before work. I'm not trying to lose weight, but I've somehow managed to lose 7lbs in a week. I'm down to 108lbs. BUT the point is my stomach muscles are becoming more defined. I want to be strong and healthy. That included making the decision to stop drinking. I haven't been drinking for about a month now. I feel great about that decision. I'm addicted to the high I get from working out. I love it and I love pushing my body and seeing the changes.
All in all? Life is amazingly good. I can't complain. I'm looking forward to our future, and all that I can do to ensure it be a good one.