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Nov 10, 2011 20:22

I don't have time to go too much into it, but on top of crap with Danny still going on every damn day, I got some news on my sister and her back issues. Turns out she has something that is in the M.S. family (it's a long, complicated name and I don't know how to spell it). She will never be able to do physical activities (p.e., sports, etc.), must have yearly E.K.G's done because they are worried about her heart, BUT it could be years before she shows a whole lot of symptoms. I'm sad. She's 11. I want to hold and protect her from it, but there's nothing I can do.... I'm worried about the heart stuff. I'm just worried. I need time to process. With everything going on, I just want to run away and hide for a while. I am in desperate need of clarity.
Faith is doing great. Still loving her daycare. She just had croup last week but is doing so much better now. I don't want to go into how I'm doing because it will just explode into too many emotions and trying to explain how I feel when I can't.
I'm working a good amount, looking for another job, am being encouraged to apply for Assistant Manager, and just going through the motions.
I hope all of you are well. <3 I miss you all and I wish I had the time to be on here as much as I used to.
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