always where i need to be

Aug 21, 2009 20:22


     Work was unreal. Today was opening day and admission was only $1.75 so obviously, people were aiming to be there early. We already had a crowd outside of the store and once doors opened, everyone just ran in lol. Cash is tedious, I didn't even get a break, and people take too long to think about either getting a plastic bag or not. I know it's for environmental reasons, but it's so obvious that they just don't want to pay the extra 5 cents.

I'm going away for the weekend with my mom's boyfriend and his daughter. We're heading up to his friend's cottage and I am absolutely dreading it. Because I am not as close as Greg thinks we are and it's just awkward spending the weekend with him and his daughter.

Enough said, I don't even have to elaborate. I haven't reached that comfort zone yet. They're going to think I'm antisocial since I plan on burying my head underneath my books and sketchbook or listening to my Ipod or whatever. Oh well? I was forced to go anyway. I hate it. I honestly miss the feeling of having a complete family. I hate pretending that this is all not bothering me and I hate letting it go since no one will listen.

I hope you all have a wonderful weekend at your beloved homes :( I'm already homesick.


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