distance and differences must come between us
Wow, I'll be honest, this is some really fucked up shit. It's not that I wasn't expecting it, but it's the fact that it just keeps happening over and over again. Every year. It always happens to the both of us.
At least this year's different. The tables have turned, the salt's been turned upside down, it's intended to me now. It's all on me. And I know each time will give me a heartache, no matter what. I'll be realistic. I know both our situations and I know where we both stand... But can we really help it? Actually.. can I help it?
It's cold outside, the snow's lightly decorated on the ground and the sun peeks out shyly through the clouds. It's lonely though. This weather's so mellow and it doesn't give me enough energy to be happy all the time. Which is why it's triggering all this thinking and melodrama. I wish it was summer already.