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I WANT TO BE HERRRRR, body and boyfriend wise, kthx. hes fucking fabulous.
i've got a bangin' paycheck of $480.00 waiting to be cashed!
but, i think i threw my wallet away the other night [it was in a shopping bag i'm 95% sure i threw away. DAMNIT. so peace out, i have to go rumage through trash before tomorrow morning when the trash guy comes. wicked cute, huh?] it wasn't in the trash, shit.
ohmygod, new c&c cd so gooood so far, thanks chelle!
i feel really mean. its stupid though, 'cause i'm sticking up for myself on the phone with sean. but instead of feeling better, i just feel like shit. hes so damn 275489. hes a dick to me on the phone & then i go "yeah somethings wrong, you're acting like you did back in december, january, & february." he shuts up, starts to cry, and then starts to softly talk to me as if nothing is wrong "how was your day baby? are you eating? hows school? are you doing your homework?" and i'm just so fucking annoyed. he goes "i brought you flowers" & i'm like "FLOWERS DON'T DO FUCKING SHIT" actually, i didn't. but i wish i did.
and i've finally found that life goes on without you
and my world still turns when you're not around