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i can't get this sick-to-my-stomach feeling to go away.
it's a fucking beautiful fall day.
and because i suck at living i have no one to enjoy it with. :/
(i hope you're okay, mark said you weren't.)
today work was horrible and because of today i want to find a new job.
my american eagle credit card came in the mail so i feel like shopping to cheer myself up. one problem, i've never felt, looked, or been so fat in my entire life.
i just saw a squirrel jump from one part of my deck to the other and it was cute.
this is so scattered, just like me.
2 months & 2 weeks until i'm 18 & then i can buy ciggerettes and smoke until my lungs are black to match my heart.
it's a fucking beautiful fall day.
and because i suck at living i have no one to enjoy it with. :/
(i hope you're okay, mark said you weren't.)
today work was horrible and because of today i want to find a new job.
my american eagle credit card came in the mail so i feel like shopping to cheer myself up. one problem, i've never felt, looked, or been so fat in my entire life.
i just saw a squirrel jump from one part of my deck to the other and it was cute.
this is so scattered, just like me.
2 months & 2 weeks until i'm 18 & then i can buy ciggerettes and smoke until my lungs are black to match my heart.