boooooooooo (princess bride style)
Hey there folks!
I learned a very important lesson today...do things for yourself. Sometimes it is important to be selfish. When I made the decision to stay up here for the summer, I knew I wanted to take classes and a be a little ahead of the game, but I also thought it would be fun b/c my boyfriend is up here, my lil is up here, jess and Lynn....I'm not saying that it's their fault b/c it isnt by any means....
Anyway I thought that being up here would be a lot different. I thought that working at the desk would be the same as Trout, I was assuming they would hire the same type of people that are at the Trout Desk, friendly, outgoing, nice....cordial even....but nope. The people I work with don't ever look at you when you walk in much less say hello. I think I was expecting things to be the same but they aren't at all. It reminds me of a very important "Full House" epidsode. The girls had so much fun at camp and then they came home and missed it so much. They wanted to go back, so they did and it was different, everything had changed. Thats exactly how I felt. What if I went home for the summer? What if I had gone to Vermont and taken classes there? I know it will take time getting used to a new enviornment etc...but its just different. Today makes it all worse. I was late to my shift by 35 minutes, which means I am now on probation for the rest of the summer, therefore if I make another mistake I get fired, fabulous. Hopefully I will be ok, but who knows, so I'm hoping I don't get fired b/c then I can never have an on campus job again and if I'm not working here I have to move home, wahoo...
So all in all I'm just not happy. im just feeling overwhelmed, oh well. time to go, i should start my paper! hope all is well with everyone else...miss you ALL like crazy. adios
I learned a very important lesson today...do things for yourself. Sometimes it is important to be selfish. When I made the decision to stay up here for the summer, I knew I wanted to take classes and a be a little ahead of the game, but I also thought it would be fun b/c my boyfriend is up here, my lil is up here, jess and Lynn....I'm not saying that it's their fault b/c it isnt by any means....
Anyway I thought that being up here would be a lot different. I thought that working at the desk would be the same as Trout, I was assuming they would hire the same type of people that are at the Trout Desk, friendly, outgoing, nice....cordial even....but nope. The people I work with don't ever look at you when you walk in much less say hello. I think I was expecting things to be the same but they aren't at all. It reminds me of a very important "Full House" epidsode. The girls had so much fun at camp and then they came home and missed it so much. They wanted to go back, so they did and it was different, everything had changed. Thats exactly how I felt. What if I went home for the summer? What if I had gone to Vermont and taken classes there? I know it will take time getting used to a new enviornment etc...but its just different. Today makes it all worse. I was late to my shift by 35 minutes, which means I am now on probation for the rest of the summer, therefore if I make another mistake I get fired, fabulous. Hopefully I will be ok, but who knows, so I'm hoping I don't get fired b/c then I can never have an on campus job again and if I'm not working here I have to move home, wahoo...
So all in all I'm just not happy. im just feeling overwhelmed, oh well. time to go, i should start my paper! hope all is well with everyone else...miss you ALL like crazy. adios