Dec 06, 2003 05:28
yeah thats right, i'm so tired. this 5-7 business of working at the desk, sucks, hardcore. Someone missed my wakeup call and called me at 5 instead of 430 and i think I might have experienced my first panic attack, I scurried down my loft and threw on some pants, shoved my feet in appropriate deskie footwear, grabbed my bag, and ran down here. I was on time, which is freaking awesome, but I didn't have my ID, bummer. I was soo sooo soooooooo disoriented when I got here. I really think i was talking like this, "i'm solahf;ihhi; freakingakldj;aiej tireda;kljdf;aj" blah
on top of everything, i am soo soo hungry. i dont even know what else to say, b/c im so sleepy. my thoughts are so disorganized. i didn't get to brush my hair this AM and I don't have a hair tie on me, sad. Well it's a good thing that that I will not see a soul on this god-forsaken shift. p.s I am also in the shirt that I slept in and I have not brushed my teeth. eww, 7 will not come soon enough.
anyhooooooooooooooooooooooo
last night we went to the young church, to the lil' dickens christmas thing. the singing was awesome and jess was in it, so of course it was awesome. then we went to the Kinney House and looked at all of the x-mas lights, and they were pretty cool.
After that I came back here and was gonna chill, however I had to make a quick run to Hot&Now for my future roomies. Then Brad, Matt and I started towatch behind enemy lines, quite the action movie. Then Jess called, which was great b/c i really needed to talk. Then Meggan called the front desk, then she had them walkie talkie brad, so I had to go pick her up. Came back, finished the movie and only then did I realized that I had seen it before. Sometimes I feel like Dory, from Finding Nemo ~no memory whatsoever, neither long not short. (ha ha ha ha ha HAAAAAAAAAAAA, <--thats for you Lias Lou)
This week really has flown by, I have a lot to do before Sunday rolls around including finishing that damn slideshow.
So I have been thinking about the past 3 weeks or so, and of course, songs always explain how I feel better than I can, so thank you Sara Evans,
Back when I was young
Couldn't wait to grow up
Get away and get out on my own
And looking back now
Ain't it funny how
I've been trying to get back home, yeah
When my low self esteem
Needs a man loving me
And I find me a perfect catch
Then I see my friends
Having wild weekends
Then I don't wanna get quite so attached
Just as soon as I get what I want
I get unsatisfied
Good is good but could be better
I keep looking, I keep looking for
I keep looking for something more
I always wonder what's on the other side
Of the number two door
I keep looking
Looking for something more
Well, the straight haired girls
They all want curls
And the brunettes wanna be blonde
It's your typical thing
You got ying you want yang
It just goes on and on
They say, hey, it's only human
To never be satisfied
Well I guess that I'm as human as the next one
Oh, I keep looking
I keep looking for
I keep looking for something more
I always wonder what's on the other side
Of the number two door
Yeah, I keep looking
Looking for something more
Such is life, isn't it? Especially relationships. They just plain suck.
Alright well it is now 6 AM the time that I used to get up for school, yikes! Im going to go make some fun snowflakes online. Later Tator