Jul 27, 2004 00:54
"Life is good and the past is in the past"
I like it, but its hard to remember that the past is in the past. As hard as I try to turn off the "love" switch, I fail completley 100%. I'm not gonna lie, I still love Brad. It's just that things weren't working. I hope that we can still be best friends, b/c that what I want more than anything in the world. I'm still sad about it, but I have hope for our future friendship...but as for now, I will wait for another boy to sweep me off me feet...anyone know anyone? jk! :)
On a good night, i love my roomies. Lynn and Laura, I wouldn't have made it through this summer without you two. You have truly allowed me to open up, and realize the value of life. It isn't just about the plans we make and the things we try to do, its the interruptions and unexpected occurences that show our character and make life fun. It's so cliche, but so true, the little things in life are the ones that carry the most weight. The way we respond reveals our character, after all character is who you are in the dark, when no one else is looking...(<--Hannah Roberts NHS)
I am counting down the days until I move back to North end, but under no circumstances am I wishing time away, b/c I know how precious it is. I will be sad to leave my roommates, but as time passes and I grow a little more, I have come to the understanding that life goes on. You make friends, you lose friends, you find some and keep some. The friends I have made this summer will not abide to my schedule. You will not be an appointment in my planner so dont worry..."I'll be seeing you."