depressing.
well, I dont know how I feel anymore. I am completely in-love w/ someone who no longer feels the same way about me anymore. I guess i'll get over it...but I dont want to, I dont want to be alone. It is a horrible feeling. everything I ever wanted in a girl I had, & now its gone, there's nothing I can do about it. I suppose im just not cut out for being the "ultimate boyfriend" or something, it seems to be happening alot more often then usual. Or maybe im just messed up emotionally from my past relationships & I can never just except my reality. im a 22 year old music junky w/ no future? I am beginning to beleive this. right now I have no love to offer, & no emotions to feel, except completely depressed...yeah, this journal is a cry for help, im pathetic.