Back to the drawing board
Man sometimes i hate being right and predicting the future.So yeah before i can even get a chance with the new girl she gets herself a boyfriend,talk about getting rejected,Ben Wallace just knocked my shit into the 5th row.I mean yeah everything was just talk,and we hadnt been talking long so really it wasnt even time to start asking hey you want to go out and start dating and stuff,but to not even get the chance sucks.This all just sucks,2 straight women in a row i get the ol Ben Wallace treatment (im going to start using that now goes along with me comparing everything to sports lol).Alright i just give up enough is enough,im going to be single in till life or whatever decides to take it easy on me for once,i wish i didnt make up these stupid scenarios in my mind,cause they never seem to happen.You know its bad enough to get royally fucked by somebody you thought loved,cared or whatever about you,and to spend 5 months being that persons doormat trying to regain something back but getting nothing,but then you add on the other shit that has gone down with me and its like high school all over again.........wait a min its almost exact,I was hurt by Jessica and then by Holly,I liked Annie and Megan(yeah i know last name thing) but they saw me just as friends and got boyfriends(thanks alot there Mark)and that was played by the 2 chicks that i liked that i met online so i settled for Sarah,and that was played by Amy,cause both of those at first they felt good but in the end i was not into them at all,Im a history buff and there is the saying history likes to repeat itself well its almost the same,well then that means i guess i have to accept and then something will fall into my lap just like Holly did,of course i hope history doesnt keep repeating itself cause another thing like just happened to me happens again cause boy man heads will roll..
Well i guess the best thing i can do right now is hope and pray all this including other problems in my life turn around cause my ass cant take much more....
Well i guess the best thing i can do right now is hope and pray all this including other problems in my life turn around cause my ass cant take much more....