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The Fallout
Its crazy for a minute everything is ok, then the next you find out its been a lie... then a light shines down... and brings you up when you didnt even know you were down... then that light goes away... and you have to sit around your exgf... and feel stupid... and then the light who once cared doesnt give a fuck... then its almost like damn I should give up... because the light gave up on me, along time ago. and its my fault... and nothing can change it... its like I broke it out... and now i lay awake hoping to see it again... but it doesnt come and makes sure i know it... it hurts, I think maybe now i know how a broken heart feels...
but thanks ashley for keeping my mind off it... even though it got alittle out of hand...